The day I wear white underwear, I get my period. And its also the day before prom….fuck my life.

On that day someone told me their feelings towards me. I had not realized the date at the time. Before, we were talking about liking people and I told him not to like me. Taken back, he had asked me why I said that and then there came the 2-3 hour conversation of trying to give him an answer. Then I asked him “Do you like me?” and without hesitating, he positively answered me “Yes, I like you. I really like you.” Right then and there I could not believe it, for once in my life the feelings were mutual. We agreed to go slow and to get to know each other better before going to the next level. I’m glad, he agrees because as he says, I am worth it. A few hours after I went to the college and I realized that it was April Fools Day and there I was thinking and secretly hoping it was a fake; his confession. He deserved better and I really want the best for him. When we talked later that evening, I knew that it wasn’t a joke. He was serious and he meant it. I was not fooled this April Fools Day, but instead I was give  a truth that will possibly make me smile and laugh more than any joke.

Every time we end call or even in the midst of calls we give over the phone kisses. OTL

Its corny and super cheesy, but it makes me smile. While talking he had made that sound. But I thought he was cleaning his teeth since he was eating something and he asked “Hey baby, did you get that?” and I was like “Get what?” and in this cute tone he said “My kiss!”

Hahahahaha, oh goshers, this guy never fails to put a smile on my face ^^

I’m so happy! I said I wanted to be 190 by prom and I have hit the 200 mark! Only ten pounds to go before my goal is reached, but I’m not gonna settle for just that! I’m gonna work harder now and see how much more I can actually lose by prom, whether it be straight at 190 or if I can get down to a lower weight! Good bye 235! I’m going for dat body haha~

Every time he and I talk it makes my day. Our conversations last for hours but the time flies by so quickly. He knows how to talk really well.Each time we’re talking about what we’re into, things from our past, whats going on and about love/relationships. I enjoy listening to him a lot and its nice to see that there’s someone who isn’t annoyed with all my talking, but rather he loves listening to me. We have our weird nicknames and old jokes, but no matter how lame it is, we’re laughing the whole time. By the time we finish, my cheeks hurt from smiling and laughing too much.Its a shame that we have a five hour time difference and how he’s all the way in Englad while I’m stuck here ;-;

Its a simple blue, flowing, empire waist dress with a crystal pin on it. I came back home and then came all the shit I did not need. I got shut down each time and more remarks about how fat I looked. I’m taking baby steps out of my shell, but you people want to make me crawl back inside it and seclude myself.